I Am Back...

And bigger than ever!
But first things first, why I was gone... I procrastinate. HUGE flaw of mine, like really, I suck. I always tell myself that I should update my blog, and get school work done, and eat properly, but you know, I decide to watch TV instead. So much easier:) But there isn't anything good on until 8 and 9(American Idol and GLEE shoot me now!) so I said what the heck, these people deserve to know what the hell is going on with my life.
So what is going on in my life? Oh same old same old... First off, I am single:( Yoohoo boys, where art thou hotties? You have a round man waiting for you;) Secondly, I got fed up with Culinary School(No pun intended) so I decided to drop out in the summer. You can all shut your mouths right now. Culinary is fast paced and hectic, something that I am not, so I have applied for 3 new things. Tourism Management(I love travel), Hospitality Management(Slower lifestyle), and Culinary Skills(I am in Culinary Management and apparently Culinary Skills is better for tardiots like myself). So this will be the survey of the week, or year or decade or however long it takes me to update this blog again:S (Hopefully a week). Next thing going on in my life is major suckage at my courses. Like failing miserably! English-Ugh, Butchery-Ew, Humanities-Fuck off!, Sociology-don't know why I am even taking this shit, and Profits-FAIL! So not doing so well. Good thing I am not coming back to this program next year because all them teachers would be like "that SOB missed more than he was here, why the fuck is he back?" Anywho... Forthly. Forth of all? Whatever! My doggie is being put down:( I had her since I was 6, and I am 20 now, so she is old, and weak, and sick. I am trying not to think about it and hoping she gets better:) If not I love my puppy:) And finally another sad note, my friend that I started seeing, but wasn't a few months ago, has been MIA. Like for 2 months he has disappeared. Apparently he is a crack addict, and has done this before, but the police are even looking for him. I hope he is alright too:( If not RIP Jeff:( If you aren't dead you better have a damn good excuse otherwise I will never talk to you ever again.
Now on to what a lot of you only are here to read about, my weight. Yes I have expanded, yes even with being sick, and yes I am rounder, firmer and heavier than ever before. Around 240, take or leave a few. Taller somehow(don't ask). I feel amazing:D I just need someone to love and take care of this gut. It needs LOTS of loving!
I have been meeting a lot of guys from sites like Beefyfrat and Growingguys, and they have all been great! Just wish they weren't one nighters-_- Oh wells, their loss. They all say I am bigger and cuter and taller in person, so that makes me feel good. If you ever want to meet just say so, because I love meeting;)
Well my fingers are tired... From typing you sickos! Anyways, I will hopefully talk to you all soon, since I will have more time on my hands(classes finish next Friday YAY!).
Love Andrew

2010

Oh God. I wanted to keep my blog updated, I really did... But I didn't lol. Anyways, I am back now:) Who knows how much longer I will be back for though. I get sidetracked easily, you know with all the eating, and school work... And sleeping... And Facebooking... So yeah, MASSIVE ADD. I will let you know about my end of 2009.
Last time I saw you was in October, and a lot has happened personally since then. My grandpa went to the hospital for some reason, and he was there for a few weeks. They haven't really found why he was there, but it was serious, and he was weak from it. They think it was an enlarged bowel or something. I also gained a lot of weight between then and now:D
My Christmas was good, for the most part. My b*tch of a grandma made everything more difficult then it needed to be, but she does it every year, NOT just for Christmas, so I am used to it. Ate 3 different family meals. One with my mom's family, one with my dad's family, and one with just me, my mom, my dad, my sister and her boyfriend. I got money(for travelling), clothes, candy, and Wii games(Wii Fit, and Mario Kart), and other small things. Usually we get more things for Christmas, but because of both my sister and I being at school, and other shit, we couldn't afford much.
On that note, Happy belated Holidays!
New Year's was fun. I am not one to go out and party, even though some of you may think it. He knows what I am talking about;) ANYWAYS, my dad, mom, sister and her boyfriend, and I, all went bowling. It was cool. Lots of lights and stuff, so it seemed as if I was on an acid trip. Ah well, lol.
After that, my new semester began:) It will be a much more brain stimulating semester compared to last semester. I have Profit Management and the Sociology of Food, on Mondays. Humanities and English on Tuesdays. Butchery on Wednesdays. Garde Manger Theory 2, and English on Thursdays. And Advanced Culinary Knowledge and Dining Room Service on Fridays. Also on Fridays, starting in March, I will have Nutrition Practical, so I have a full load on Fridays:( But don't worry, there is ALWAYS time to eat;)
What else? Hm... Oh yeah, there is a special handsome man that I have my eye on:)
So anyways, everyone keeps on asking me how much I weigh. I seriously do not know. I haven't been on a scale since September, and I have gained a lot since then. I don't like scales, so I don't make goals based on weight. I base my goals mostly on looks. If I start not liking how I look, I will stop. That is what the Wii Fit is for:)
Anyways, if anyone has Wii, and has Brawl, or Mario Kart, hit me up with your Friend # :)

To Gain or Not to Gain...

Hey guys! Sup? lol. The last few weeks have been very weird. I met a guy, we went out a bit, he broke up with me because he thought I was younger than what I said I was, I showed him my passport to prove I was really 19, he wanted to get back together, I said "lets just be friends for now," and we have been friends since. But then his friend who was there when I first met him contacted me and said he was jealous of the guy I was seeing, and that he wants me, so I met him, he was cool, he has a nice belly, he is older, but he doesn't live in the same city as me. So basically, I have him trying to get with me, and the other guy trying to get back together with me romantically... Oh, and I forgot to mention, they both have a LOT of baggage. Like I mean mental and emotional baggage, and the bad thing is, they are both giving it all to me. One has paranoia and anxiety, the other one has drug issues. Like come on! Can't I get with a normal person? Which leads me to my main topic. Are there any normal guys out there that want me? Seriously! Do I have to lose weight to get a good guy or can I keep growing and find a good guy? So should I stop gaining and lose, or keep gaining? Finding a good guy isn't the only reason why I am stumped about gaining. We started Nutrition class two weeks ago. My God it is boring as hell, but it also got me thinking, am I eating well enough? Like I know there is a somewhat healthy way to gain, but am I doing it? I don't know... I need someone to give me a pep talk about gaining:) Anyways, I am happy otherwise. Love you all..
XOXO
Andrew

College

So I have been at school for almost 2 months now and I am loving it! I am learning a lot of new recipes, skills and everything. My first class on Monday is Basic Culinary Knowledge. This is probably the most boring class. The professor is ok, but the information is not that interesting:( Then I have Baking and Pastry Level 1 on Monday as well. It is 4.5 hours but it goes by quickly. Half of the class is theory, while half of the class is practical. I LOVE it, except for my partner who is a real bitch! Lol, ANYWAYS... I also had an online course, Food Safety and Sanitation on Mondays. It was simple... I just hope I passed:) On Tuesdays I have Basic Culinary Skills and Techniques. It is a nice class, and the chef teaching it is hot!!! LOL... On Wednesdays I have Nutritional Theory and Writing(which is also on Fridays). Half of the semester was Garde Manger Theory, and the other half is Nutritional Theory. We just had the Garde Manger exam last week, and I am almost positive that I passed:) I am not looking forward to Nutritional Theory though. It sounds REALLY boring, but oh well... I can push through it I guess:) Writing is simple. I can pass that class with my eyes closed and my hands behind my back. Thursdays I have Culinary Business and Management. The teacher is great! She is really funny and likeable. And she is Dutch, and taught some of us, a few weeks ago on a field trip, how to make some delicious Dutch Apple Pie. I LOVE DUTCH APPLE PIE! Then on Fridays I have Writing again, and I have Garde Manger practical. That is such a fun class. The chef is a wacky German guy who likes making sexual references every chance he gets. So anyways, I love the classes! There are also some pretty hot guys at school, but most of them are not gay or big:( Which sucks but oh well. There is a guy from bearforest.com that goes here though, but we have never talked. I am definitely growing and definitely loving it. Anyone want to help me love it? Hehe

The Beauty That is Thanksgiving

Hey guys! I told you that I'd update more regularly:)
Classes are going great! I finally have my ass into gear and ready to kick some butt in these classes. I have figured out that I won't really have time to stuff myself as much as I used to, especially during the week, but on weekends and holidays I will definitely pig out as much as possible:@) I have also decided to eat healthier. I want to live a long and happy life with my boyfriend, and he deserves a healthy man. So if I lose weight oh well, at least I will feel better. I am also going to start doing push-ups each night before bed so my arms can get stronger. I plan on keeping my gut though, so don't you fret, and don't you frown.
Last week's survey asked what was your favorite holiday, and the majority of you said Christmas. I have to agree with you about Christmas being the best holiday. I love presents, and family, and decorating, and eating, and the smells, and the snow... It is a brilliant holiday. BUT another brilliant holiday is Thanksgiving, and Canada's Thanksgiving just so happens to be this weekend! YAY! Thanksgiving is my favorite pig out holiday simply because I LOVVVVE turkey, and I LOVVVVE pumpkin pie, and I LOVVVVE mashed potatoes. MMMMM. Sorry, I just drooled a bit hehe. I will definitely take some pig out pictures this weekend:) The food isn't the only thing that I am excited for this weekend though. I get to see my sister and her boyfriend. I get to see my guy. And I get to see my doggie:) I <3 my doggie.
So all you Canadians have a phenominal Thanksgiving! And those of you that aren't Canadian, have a great weekend. And even though you won't be stuffing yourself with Thanksgiving dinner, you can at least stuff yourself with many other things. Love you all...
-Andrew<3

I Am Back:)

Hey everyone! Sorry for not updating for a while. I have been VERY VERY VERY busy with school, but now I am finally settled and ready to update more:)
So culinary school is awesome... Hard, but awesome, and I cannot wait to graduate. I have decided that I want to be a pastry/baking chef after college in either a very nice restaurant or a cruise ship(which is my main goal). I am very happy with my decision to go into college for culinary:)
College isn't the only thing that I am happy about, I am happy about my life right now. I have met an amazing guy. We aren't exactly in a relationship right now, but soon enough I plan on it. He is very handsome, very nice, has a gorgeous belly, and I REALLY like him. So yeah...
What else... I haven't checked my weight or belly size for a while, but apparently it is growing!!!:D YAY!!! However, I had a stomach ache the last 24 hours, so I may have lost a bit then:( But oh well.
I am getting tired so I am going to bed. Gnight! *Hugs, kisses, and belly rubs*
-Andrew

Gaining: Fetish or Lifestyle?

So yesterday, there was a segment, on a random tv show, on the channel G4, that was about Gainers. Anyways, they were saying that Gaining is a fetish, which kind of made me mad because those assholes don't know what they are talking about. To me, gaining is a lifestyle choice.
I know that there are probably many gainers/encouragers/chasers that think that it is a fetish, but really it is not. Why? You may ask, because if gaining was a fetish so would exercising, because really, gaining is the opposite of exercising, but I never hear of anyone who has an exercise fetish. Gaining IS a lifestyle choice! A lot of gainers want their relationships, and such, to focus around the aspect of gaining.
In terms of fetishes, eating and stuffing and bloating I would say are fetishes, that go hand-in-hand with gaining, but gaining itself is NOT a fetish. For all of you who think gaining is a fetish, you need to get your head straight.
Anyways, I have been very busy this past month, and haven't been able to do a lot of posts:( But I plan on posting more often now, and will keep you updated on my gaining adventures and Culinary School stuff:) I am still around 225lbs but my belly seems to still be expanding, which is awesome. I am still looking for a man to grow for/grow with:) I plan on meeting several guys from Beefy Frat and BiggerCity... YAY!!!