Thursday, February 3, 2011

2011- Starting Over



Hi guys. I have been swamped with a whole bunch of shit since my last post. Anyways someone said they liked my blog, and it reminded me to write a new post. So I am:)
Anyhow... My life has changed A LOT since August, my last post, and I have grown a lot since then too;) First off, I moved back to Toronto, from Woodstock, for school. As you know I have switched to Tourism Management, from Culinary Management, and I LOVE it! The first semester was really meh because of personal issues. My aunt died from cancer, we found out one of my grandpas only has a short time left because of cancer, and my other grandpa fell and had to get a pace maker, so it is kind of a bad last few months. But I managed to pass MOST of my classes, the ones I didn't I can easily do over, so no worries:) Most of my classes had no exams, which was awesome lol!
I also became more active in the Toronto Bear Community. Every Wednesday, there is a bear's game night, then on Fridays there are Bear Night, where it is just drinking and a bunch of socializing and fun. It has really boosted my confidence, to tell the truth. Made lots of new friends, and met A LOT of sexy guys:)
Then, a good thing happened, or so I thought. I started dating this guy, that I talked to for a few months, then one day we FINALLY met. He asked me to go out with him, and shit, and it was all good. One day he suddenly got crazy, and started making me buy him everything, and having weird conspiracy theories. It really scared me due to the fact I never dealt with that sort of thing. Really the scariest thing ever was when we were sitting around and I wanted to go hang out with friends, and he said if I go, I am not welcome back, and if I ever did come back, he'd take out my knees and strangle me. This was all while I was sitting right beside him. It was terrifying! I left, and haven't heard from him since, since he went to jail lol. Was kind of relieved, but then I remembered he had a cat, so I called the landlord, and made sure the cat was taken care of, and she is:) So now I am safe, and have grown from that experience. Not letting it effect me or anything. So yay!
Then finally a new semester has started. I like it better than last semester. It is more business related, which is good. I LOVE business! The internship coordinator also visited one of the classes and that got me starting to want to plan for my internship. It is next year, but still... I want to work as a tour guide in a big city, preferably in the states, but still. I am thinking Boston, New York City, Miami, New Orleans OR Los Angeles. It would be great fun, especially since there are a lot of bears and gainers in those cities;) (I am not going for just that reason though lol) I have been researching tour guide places in those cities, and there are a lot, so just need to find a place to stay and shit, and everything will fall into place. If anyone lives in those cities and wants to help me out, let me know!
2011 is now here and I shaved my head. It is time for a new and improved Andrew:D LOL I know it sounds sappy, but it is true. I hate the last few months of 2010, and I want to just start anew:)
Now, for the part you ALL want to are here to hear about, my gut! I don't eat a lot, but I am growing like a weed! Seriously! I have ballooned up big time. It is kind of surprising to me when I see pictures and I am like "am I really that big!?!??" Yes... Yes I am hehe. I am single and looking for feeders and/or encouragers and/or gainers to help me grow! Applications are open hehe, apply within:)
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Andrew:)